John,
As I sit here, finally accepting that you won't be in the WWE anymore past Monday, I can't help but feel heartbroken. I know I should feel happy for you, that you are embarking on a new chapter of your life...but I'm just not there yet. I feel like, after everything I've been through this year, you are an important part of my life...and I'm not ready to give you up just yet. You are the person that brought me through my darkest time. Who gave me something to look forward to. Who allowed me an escape from depression and anxiety.
As tears stream down my face, I know that all of us JoMoSapiens will need to let you go. That the time for convincing you to stay is long since gone. That we will no longer see the Monday Night Delight lighting up the WWE universe, win or lose. Your match this past weekend at Survivor Series was extraordinary and I'm sure, at some point in the future, I will be so glad that you got to go out on a match of that calibre.
I can't say that I won't still be heartbroken tomorrow or the next day. In fact, I don't think this feeling will go away anytime soon. I was hoping to see you live for the first time in December, so I know on that night at RAW in Philadelphia, I will feel a massive pain in my chest- the pain of loss.
I hope you know that we fought for you. We fought for the WWE to treat you better...and we fought really, really hard.
The WWE just won't be the same without you...
Laura
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